SLAPHAPPY

I didn't work my ass off during high school just to be called a stupid student because of the university I'm entering! Gaaah. I feel so crappy right now. I need somebody. Somebody like my sister who'll reassure me and then hug me tight. She'll tell me that I didn't work for nothing. I am so perturbed and slaphappy right now. I can tell this feeling will conquer my days and stay for a while.
I feel so effing bad that the university I want to enter is a last resort to most students. gee, maybe I am as stupid and crappy as I seem. I'm not smart enough for other schools. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH