sweet sixteen

never though it'd be sweet. haha.
two nights before my birthday, i stumbled upon the show My Super Sweet 16 on MTV. and OH BOY...i felt like dirt when i saw that spoiled rich girl get a Range Rover.haha.
on the morning of my birthday(12th of July) i was effing sad. i won't elaborate on the reason, let's just say that i was gonna celebrate it alone. my classmates made my day, but i dreaded the thought of going home.
much to my surprise, my uncles and aunts surprised me when i got back. and to think i was planning on buying a LARGE box o rice to celebrate by myself. yeah, large, that would've made it special.
i'm thinking of celebrating with my friends afffter the UPCAT, but it won't be extravagant because that's just me- simple and shallow.

after school(13th of July), we headed to TriNoma to watch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. i was literally stuffing my mouth with DOUBLE BUTTER-ed popcorn that tanja and i shared. when i got home, i smelled like butter popcorn. seriously. TIP: Butter Popcorn tastes about 4 times better with chocolate covered raisins. trust me on that. i love engorging my mouth in popcorn. you know, stuffing it to the limits of your cheeks, with your fingers all buttery...
back to the movie, HP and GOF was darker...that explains why this one's rated GP. They changed some minor details. They skipped and fastforwarded on a lot of things, but that's fine because duh, if they filmed the whole book you'd be sitting in the cinema for the whole day. I'm not gonna babble on about Dan and the kissing because that'd be unecessary, really. i'll leave the babbling and the listening obligation to my friends. hahaha.
after the movie, we went down the escalator and there was a crowd below. we joked 'bout it until we realized that they were fussing around bodie, geean, and mickey from PBB. i'm not a frequent viewer of the show, but i know that it exists...the rest is history...cause i'm too lazy to type it ok?

(hormones talking)
gorrr. am i dysfunctional? cause i sometimes feel that i am. i have weird pet peeves that i won't discuss right now. ok fine, here's one: boys and girls that know and admit they're hot and they're smashing it to everyone's faces. they worship themselves by doing superficial things. good looking vain guys...pfft...some guys can be vain with a touch of humility, that makes them accpetable. i dunno, a common person can sense when one is taking pictures for fun or boredom, or when he's taking pictures for the sake of seeing his dang face all the time. some males just think that they're so pretty.

giddy

today was like "wooow"...dizzy type of wooow...you don't have to care or read this. it's stupid.
i just found out that i really don't dig THE or TLE whatever. seriously, i don't like discussions or reports tackling TLE. i'd rather do projects because I learn from them. discussions? i've grown weary. i used to listen. Then i pretended to listen by staring at the green black board covered by yellow manila paper. Now, i simply do not pay attention I'd try staring at the board and be like, "whaaa?". I'm also tired of making THE reports, and of the asking about the report. I don't see the depth of THE. It's not like science, math, literature, or history. Those subjects melt your brain, but they melt em good. haha. what i'm trying to say is that, the subjects i mentioned have depth. there's something more than just what you read. you can see patterns or connections that'll totally make your jaw drop. haha. i'm making academics sound good. along with the awe you feel, you'd also get eyebags, fatigue...hahaha...well, i hope i don't offend anyone. I respect whoever teaches this subject. I just don't put that much enthusiasm into this particular subject. never have. 'cept for projects...
i'm happy that my part of the report is about diseases. i have a thing for diseases. i don't mind studying them as long as i have ample time. i kinda like it actually...if i'm given ample time.hehe
i'm totally losing my head. tanja said that the very little alcohol that i drank is taking its toll on me, just today. haha. i've been so happy-giddy-sleepy today.
trust me, when you lack sleep, as in you lack it and you feel like dropping on the floor and sleeping there...you might end up like me. when i'm happy-giddy-sleepy, i act nuts and laugh and smile and act shallow-er than i already am. it feels good when there are people around you, but when you're alone, or it's really quiet, you get really sleeepy. the floor starts to seem like a really comfortable place to sleep. i've slept on the floor. clean floor. it seemed like a good idea at the time...hahaha...still does

flames to dust

take 2 take 2...nah...belated Happy Birthday Vic!

back to reality on monday. we'll have our first flag ceremony tomorrow though. that'll spice up the day. well no, it wouldn't. it would kill a few minutes of first period.haha
so apparently school sucks, but the people make it better. senior year rules, but graduation bites. hmmm.
i need a dose of rock music. i've been singing umbrella for the longest time. one of these days, that song will be like high-pitched ringing to my ears...i'll get sick of it.
The Iliad, awesome. it would've been cool to live during those times. I seriously love adventures, and history, i'm starting to like.
so i'm thinking, when i get to college, i won't have time to blog anymore...i'm just thinking.
nursing is a pretty tough and competitive course. i know i won't be a laid back college student. laid back college students are usually business students, art students, and the like.
know what...a multitude of jerks hang out in katipunan avenue. thick heads. it's also where packs of insecure females chill
watching TROY was fun. haha.
scenario: some student from 4B: Tchr Maribel, who's Achilles looking for?
Tchr Maribel: He's looking for me.
of course, the class gave multiple reactions, all against tchar maribel's statement.haha
seriously, we kept on laughing through the duration of the film. i can't type the other stuff just yet. some people may not want me to.
another one: King Priam: may the gods be with you
4B boys: and also with you
bwahaha. if you're not laughing, then this must be a "you had to be there" kind of joke.

amazing how things can change in just a few seconds after a few be-ver-a-ges...lovers become friends, or the other way around. Achilles dies because of an arrow...that kind of stuff...

gorrr, i want to go back in time to the Trojan War so badly. i think i'm gonna read the Iliad. as in the book itself...we'll see. haha. reading isn't exactly my hobby or my forte. i only do it when i'm in "the mood".