stupify

i feel like the stupidest person on the face of the earth right now.
yep. review classes. haha. we'll be having our simulated exam for the UPCAT and ACET on wednesday and thursday. i don't want to study. stinkin' conscience...fine i'll try studying.
oh yeah. i'm back to feeling really dull. i'll feel better thursday afternoon, when review classes end.

blissful day

"wrigley's doublemint chewing gum tastes like napkins"
- uhh-nonymous
i'll say no more. haha.

today was a good day. teehee. the thing that made me feel down, it's fixed. hope it stays that way.
uhm, well, i just came from pao's house. 'twas only me, ka, and pao. vic and jai weren't able to make it. awww. i'm tired and i dunno why. we didn't do anything streneous. perhaps it was the continuous laughing. i'm so happy i had a dose of the laugh trip that i needed. random: insulting one another makes us laugh. sino kaya highest pointer ditooo?haha
i'm mutating. haha. naaah. my skin's doing this weird thing again. it's dry and weird. it's because of the hot hot hot weather. the last time this happened was when i was studying in Miriam. do you have any idea how hot it is at that school? tssyeah. very.

awww man! i left the heroes dvd at pao's!

almost

i watched one tree hill last tuesday and i realized how much i miss the show.
i wanna watch heroes again.

5 days to go and my review classes are over! i can't wait. i have weird seatmates. one counts out loud when we check papers, which totally throws me off. oh, there's this one who also talks to himself when answering seatworks. he talks out loud. too bad he doesn't do that during quizzes.haha.and then there's this one who totally freaks me out man. he's some kind of perv. CREEPY. nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

we're going to pao's place tomorrow! yeaaaay!

my life so far...

i can't feel anything right now. well, i don't want to feel anything. it's driving me nuts. i only let the feeling of heat sink in. i let the other stuff slip away. kelangan ko ng laugh trip.
i wanna watch HEROES season 2, Grey's Anatomy season 3, That 70's show, FRIENDS, HOUSE season 3...i can't buy the DVDs cause i'm broke. I AM BRRR-OKE MAAN. and i'm not patient enough to download them on the net. i actually thought of bringing a collection of dvds to the states, but then i realized...dude, i might get deported. you connect the dots.
oooh, just got an idea. how stupid of me, why didn't i think of this...i'll rent through kuya jay's netflix account.
i'm so excited to see my family. my sister said that we'll be going out of town a lot. yey. gaaaah. i'm so excited!!!
paola IMed me this site where you could make your very own South Park characters...well
here's me back in grade school:

i'm not exaggerating. i really looked that way. haha

MAROON 5's BACK. finally. i love their music. and i also like it when Adam Levine smiles cause he doesn't smile a lot...d'you get it? his smile is rare. haha. i'm gonna download their album right now...
which reminds me...Peter Petrelli from Heroes looks like Adam Levine meets Toby Maguire and somebody else that i can't remember right now
which reminds me...i dreamt of Mohinder from Heroes. i met Sendhil Ramamurthy, the dude who plays Mohinder Suresh, it was weird cause he seemed to already know me. i also met Milo Ventimiglia- Peter Petrelli, Santiago Cabrera- Isaac Mendez, Hayden Panettiere - Claire Bennet, and Masi Oka- Hiro Nakamura. it was so surreal but i was really happy and ecstatic. i was so happy when i woke up. i was like, i met some of the people from the cast of Heroes! bleuh. after five seconds of smiling, i realized it was only a dream. i sometimes mix my dreams with reality you know. i think it's deja vu, but actually i'm just losing it.bwhaha. owww, Peter Petrelli's twisted way of talking with his mouth to the side, devious eyes and brows and his fake bouncy bangs...haha...he also reminds me of someone i can't recall
which reminds me...i wanna watch spidey already!!! that's spiderman 3 dudes.

miss

i miss my friends so badly. i miss my classmates. i miss everyone at school.
i've always said "miss you guys" every summer, but i didn't really mean it. naaw, what i meant is that i sorta thought that i had to say it. i'd miss people but...i could live without talking to them for a month or two.
this summer however, gaaaah. i really really miss the dudes! i can actually feel lonliness. scenario: something happens in my life or i see something or whatever and i'm anticipating on mentioning it to my friends...for laughs or whatever...then i realize...oh yeah, no school. it has happened so many times to me this summer vacation.
i miss 3B...huhu...because we are the shallowest pack of students. hehe. we'd laugh at anything. make a joke out of everything. there was never a dull moment in class. our classroom was like high school that didn't have that much drama. everyone was bonded in different ways...some weird but uhh...
ka and pao were at LSC a few hours ago, they tried calling me so that we could meet up...i was asleep. deepdeepdeep asleep. waaah. i miss those creeps.
i (honestly) miss everyone at school. specially 3B. hehe

007 Agents Of Change

GCF YOUTH L.I.V.E.

just came home from youth camp...bangag ako
youth camp was amazing. words really can't describe how great it was. i mean it. personally i experienced a spiritual high. during the 1st and 2nd sessions i had managed to hold my tears back, but during the 3rd session i just felt tears rolling down my cheeks. grabe. call me dramatic or whatever...God is so good. i re-committed my life to God on April 15th 2007.
i won't type in detail because i can't, bangag nga, and it would be a really long entry.
the games were so awesome!!! clever in fact. saya saya. GAWGAW FIGHT!!! THE BEST! haha. messy but real fun. bwahahahahaha. meeting new friends was nice too...yeah GRAPE TEAM...haha...the fellowship was the important thing. it's kind of sad because some of the friends i made are leaving for the states...
i can't wait for next year

*ha! yeah i cut some lines. certain people might figure it out. can't let that happen.
oh shoot...i cannot believe i am doing this...but i have to...it's been distracting me...and being with him/them/whatever made it worse . this is hard, i'm not used to talking about this stuff...ummm
i'm so shallow, other people are talking love, i'm talking crushes...sorry, that's the farthest i've been to
INFATUATION to the highest level dude. i'm actually trying to stop it.
like i said i won't narrate in detail

dude, how shallow and infatuated can you get?

flatlining

i'm off to camp tomorrow. we're going to bataan and we'll be there for four days. and by "we" i mean my churchmates and a bunch of strangers. ahehe.
i'm gonna miss 2 days of review classes ... *flatlining*
piff-whatever
umm yeah. i still can't sleep before 12. i don't know why. hoah, i may be nocturnal.

pao already watched THE REAPING...nyeee...i want to watch it...but when i watch it i want all the lights to be on and i have to have food...i'm a SISSY.hehe
LAST SATURDAY-
yel, pao and i (jai wasn't there yet) were choosing between TMNT, The Reaping, and Sunshine. we decided to watch sunshine. it was an ok movie. found it bland at first but it turned out alright. and like any movie of that kind- everyone died. oops. did i ruin the ending for you? sorry.
forgive my sarcasm...i get cranky when i'm sleepy...
it was cool when the dude from the former Icarus got his muscles stripped.hehe.
how could he have survived? perhaps he ate the plants in the oxgygen garden.hmmm. desperate times call for desperate measures...survival of the fittest...maaan...human kind will do anything to save him/herself...that was random...

review...diediedie

hi there
yep. i deleted my last 2 posts...i knew i would. i knew i'd realize and feel guilt...ahehe...but that's just me.

i started reviewing this past monday. i took the am class so that i'd be able to go out in the afternoon.
the first day, I WAS LATE. haha. ironic since i live near the review center. when i arrived they were all taking a "diagnostic exam". truthfully THERE'S NOTHING IN MY BRAIN TO DIAGNOSE. ahehe. i hated the exam from the moment the proctor handed it to me. it's the stiff neck-palm sweating-brain dead-can no longer feel your body-eye straining exam. it's like an entrance exam. and God knows how much i loathe entrance exams. they're so boring and time consuming. i came late but i left early. my class is from 8 to 12. i left at 11:30. why? i randomly shaded the answer sheet. told you i hated entrance exams or anything like it. i regret what i did. see the owner of the review center is a fellow Christian and churchmate to be specific...and he's my mother's friend. hope he doesn't see my exam. nakakahiya. ahehe.

Review classes are rigid maaan! the teacher discusses rapidly. so it would really suck if you've heard the topics for the first time. we had Gen Sci on tuesday and Bio on wednesday. we have a 30 minute break, and after the so called break we have a quiz- entrance exam style. piff. the bio teacher (who discusses real fast that i didn't even get his name...oh and he writes initials or acronyms instead of the complex words which sucks) told us that one common problem when taking an entrance exam is that the person had forgotten the basics...yep. true that. haha
in the quizzes, when you get at least half...you'd probably pass the entrance exams...(that's what the teacher said)
it's kinda tough man. review classes. you gotta study.
we have no classes cause it's Holy Week. we have math assignments though. shaaack. i totally spaced. i knew this stuff...knew being the operative word...
tough tough tough
my classes are from monday to friday until may 3rd...8AM to 12 noon...i can't stay up late...sucks. i have insomnia you know...big problem...my EYEBAGS ARE HERE TO STAY. wuhooo. oh yeah. i'm alone.
it's hard to make friends. like i said, i'm shy.

welcome to my boring life people.