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    Still Breathing Here

    Wednesday, May 07, 2008
    Yeah, I'm alive, and my blog is still breathing. It's just been "dormant" for months- okay, it was rotting.

    I sort of made this layout last night. So this'll be permanent already. Sort of. See, college won't exactly give me blogging time. Go figure. Minimal changes will be made in the future perhaps. And minimal updates too.

    So what the hell has been happening to me:
    1. I don't want to talk about it at all, but I was hospitalized. It's a touchy subject, so don't ask me about it. SERIOUSLY, DON'T.
    2. I graduated high school. I cried like an effing baby during graduation- I regret that now. And my speech, dang! My sister and dad read it (They didn't make it to my graduation.) . Nakakahiya. But what can I do, right? It was a fun run-high school. Heck, I had the time of my life. Now it's over, oh well.
    * I'm not going to tell you everything that happened for the past months. Those two up there are the highlights though. Well, there was prom, intrams, batch outing(OH YEAH), and whatever.

    I'm in the basement right now. In the laundry room, doing, well laundry. But I'm blogging while watching the sheets get soaked and rotate back and forth. It's pretty entertaining with music. I'm in New York right now. But I'll be flying back home on Saturday.

    I don't want to go back to the Philippines. It's feels good to go home and see your family- It's sort of easier to breathe. Most of you disagree. My situation's different. Only a few understand how it really feels though.

    But like any feeling that makes me want to shed effing tears, I brush it off. I mean, you can't do anything in situations like this. So yeah. Trying to ignore it.

    I wanna dye my hair and wear it long. Tsss, I can't dye it. Mothers, you know...and Aunts.

    Oh, the laundry's finished. I'm gonna put it in the dryer.